AHHHH It has been at least a decade since I posted another journal here !
Gosh, time flies so fast, and I realized I am now in university already !!!!; I have been in a quite long mia from doing deviations and such. But from now on, I think I'll be back again for real, thats certainly because I picked visual design communication/graphic design as my major, which I know its gonna be super hectic, I heared that they won't even have time to go have a shower ! ..... ckckck. Oh, but maybe im just exaggerating it XO; but yeah. all this time, I was focusing on vocalisation/recording songs, and hiphop/breakdancing; that I did left everything about graphic designing. But, in the mean time, I actually still does photography though, even though I suck big time at it.

University for me totally means a brand new beginning ! I have to.. NEED to concentrate with all my might to this. Sometimes I felt like everything is changing really drastically. Urghh, at the same time, it does mean that I will spend less time with my dance crew (PLAY Crew), my daily activities (recording, playing online games, browsing, my current *small* business, etc). And getting ready to face lots of paper assignments. Considering I don't really have the talent in this kind of art; drawing, painting, and bleh bleh.

But I need to be more optimistic about it I guess.. University means a new environment, rather means more to individualistic. Can't depend on the others anymore >.<; .. Since, I think I relied too much on other people especially when I was in my Senior High moment. But yeah, I also started to go to gym just two weeks ago. Such a contrasted thing for me, as I never had like to do sports, except swimming. I joined the gym, prolly because I need to be more active; rather than to just sit in front of my computer 24/7, and also I hope to gain more self-confidence; as I have a very introvert personality I presume.. I hope i'll do well, jalhalgeyo Xiah !! .. Oh yeah, I also just started taking vocal lessons. Not to mention singing is my passion since ever. I don't really know if my parent would agree with me taking that kind of cramming, I even paid the vocal coaching fee with my own munny.. LOL, I thought its fair to exchange something you have passionated about with your own struggle. Even though your parents may not be agreed to it.

Well, my vision for the future would just be that I hope that I can do well with everything I'm facing, surviving from the tough times I might encounter, and having fun with it; also to be as close as possible to my number one, Jesus Christ. I really wish that my family would be healthy as well. As university will begin next week, sooner or later I'll met new friends.... Which for me is exciting yet also saddening. High school memories won't come back whatsoever as I really won't forget the times I spent with my High school friends out there, whom is very dearest to me.. For me personally, I think you guys are guaranteed the best friends ever ! I'll always remember the laughter and things we've shared ! * OMG, it sounded like I'm talking to my soulmate or something XD * ..
So yeah, till we go our seperate ways; God Bless U Guys & Hwaiting !!!!!! ^^

-Xiah-